I smile every day
But I'm crying inside

I help others
But I can't help myself

I help others out of suicide
Yet I cut every day

I make sure everyone eats
Yet I starve myself

I stare at the mirror
And ask my mind

What's wrong with me?

Depression
That's what my mind would say

(A/N): so I've stopped cutting (month clean ^.^) but I realized I've been starving myself for a while and I don't eat as much as I used to. I just realized this but in reality it's been a habit since 5th grade ._.