Today I went against my senses
I did something my mind tells me not to do
I used violence

Parents say not to do such things
Use your kind words
No hitting at all

Well you know what?
I'm tired of using my words
Their not doing shit

The rain pours on me
My hair is damp
I don't mind at all

I can't hide from the truth anymore
I can't let them control me
I'm not their puppet

My mind switched
Eyes narrowed
Raised my hand

Eyes widened
They thought
Why would she hit someone

With a merely object
Why I was the one who did it
You deserved it

I used to stay quiet like a kitten
No sound comes out of me
Except weak meows

I leaned to fight
I learned to be strong
Until met a friend named razor

The razor runs across my wrist
I bite my jacket
To silence the pain

That was weeks ago
I'm a fighter now
My cuts have healed

Replaced by scars
These scars show
My strength

Some people say I'm a bitch
But that's fine by them
I'm a brave bitch

And I'll fight for what I want
And flip the odds
Just so you'll know,
I'll be strong