*sigh*
I find it rather irritating when people laugh at poetry or deep questions. It's really annoying. It kinda makes me feel like it's all just stupid and childish. Like I need 'grow up' and focus on real things. But what could be more real than the words spilling out from the deepest parts of my soul? I know this is all really hard for you to understand; I don't know, maybe that's why you're always criticising it so much, but gees man, it hurts. Poetry is beautiful, even if mine doesn't always make sense and yeah, okay, maybe it's a little to surreal or crazy, but that's just what's going on in my head. I know the things I write are a little weird, but it makes me happy, and you have no right to laugh at it. You look at me and say 'you always ask such deep questions' as if it's a bad thing. Why do you patronize me like this? I mean, what do you write? Hm? Nothing. I don't ask you stupid questions about why you don't write. I don't criticise your personal art... but it's okay. I suppose you don't understand that as a writer, words are my art. I suppose that you don't get why poetry is always in my mind. And I suppose you don't see that these questions come from my very being. No, of course you don't, and that's okay. But I just wish you'd pay more attention to the people around you, and at least try to understand that just because you don't get it, doesn't mean you get to downplay it.
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