I just want everything over. Why am I still breathing? Why me, and not someone far more deserving.
I hurt my friend, like i always do. Why am i still existing?
My brain feels like its tearing itself apart, and my heart feels like its ripped in two.
I'm just a stupid girl who should have died when she was born. Seriously, I was born upside flipping down, why did I survive that?
And yet for some stupid reason, I'm still here. Messing up the world.
No, I'm too pathetic to be able to do that. But messing up the few people I know, who claim they care
I just want it all over. I just want my life over.
And I'm too much of a coward to try to end it.