I have absolutely nothing to do at the moment, so I'm going to write about this?
I don't know what my sexuality is. I've had crushes on boys and girls (yes Sanne I have crushes), but it may be just 'hey let's stalk this girl because you want so badly to be friends with her'

But if I compare boys and girls...

-equal vomiting when I think about the frick frack (I'm probably not ace tho, I'm 14, and kissing seems less and less disguisting every day)
-I've had dreams, crush dreams??? And both with the boys and girls I felt the same 'love'?

But idk I can't really imagine having a relationship with a girl
(Neither with a boy)

However, I recently read that there's a big chance you're LGBT+ when you've been questioning for a long time. I've had my first crush on a girl 2,5 years ago so...
I told my parents I might not be straight, their reaction:
"You're too young to know that"
gUeSS wHAt

Now, onto my endless list of what my boy/girlfriend should be???

Rights stuff
-LGBT+ supportive
-respects every religion
-feminist
-HATES PEOPLE LIKE TRUMP
-'Fuck war'

I think the inside matters the most, but I also care about looks
-I think I have a preference for dark blonde hair
-I don't like blue eyes at all but idc
-GREEN EYES ARE SO PERFECT
-If you're a boy, you should be tall because it would be awkward if I were taller
-Scrawny please I hate muscles
-Slender, at least not thick

Personality
-not an actual asshole
-creative
-introverted
-smart
-not too sensitive because if so I would accidentally hurt you a lot
-optimistic
-healthy self-esteem
-good boy/girl
-is an adorable potato

Interests
-not obsessed with only one thing
-likes music
-loves (spicy) food
-okay at drawing, musical instrument and cooking/baking
-likes anime
-not a sports freak

How they handle me and life
-nice
-sarcastic humour
-trustable
-okay with doing chores, homework and stuff
-just cute cuddles
-has ambitions and goals
-doesn't smoke
-doesn't consume a lot of alcohol