Tomorrow is the last day of school before break...
I'm not really looking forward to this two week break...
Yeah... Off of school... Snow... Christmas... All I want for Christmas is my baby boy to text me... I miss him like crazy... I'm worried that he has been cheating.. But only a slight worry... Because I know he wouldn't hurt me. Of all the guys I dated... (Which was a lot... But like they never really truly cared about me... They just wanted me for my body and not my personality...) He seems to really care about me. I love and miss him so very much... I may text him soon... Although.. What scares me is that I feel like I'm waiting too long.. Like, people, who are my best friends, they decide to tell me that he is a fuckboi and that he may be cheating... Then I panic... (Most of you guys know how bad it can get when I message someone, maybe you, and I don't get a reply back right away.. And then I spam you with 100 messages... Wessy Boiiii you know how that is... 😂❤) But like I'm not trying to be clingy... With my bf... I'm just that worried girlfriend who worries about if my love is okay or whatever... I really may seem clingy AF but that's just because I care... Sometimes people say I care too much... It's because I have a heart of gold.. (Not literally you idiot aka Wessy Boiiii XD nah jk 😂😂😂 love ya buddy😂😂😂❤) So if we are talking and you suddenly get sad or whatever.... I'LL FUCKING GET SOME FUCKING MONEY AND FUCKING RUN OVER TO THE AIRPORT AND FUCKING GET ON A PLANE AND FLY TO YOUR FUCKING STATE AND FIND YOUR FUCKING HOUSE AND WALK INSIDE AND FIND YOUR FUCKING ASS AND I WILL WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOU AND FUCKING HUG YOU SO FUCKING TIGHT. 😂😂😂😂😂 (I'd only do this for my Boiiii XD I'd actually do it for anyone.) (Too much fucking 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂)

Okayyyyyyy um BACK TO TALKING ABOUT WINTER BREAK!

Winter break will be depressing AF. I'm just going to like sleep... I'm not gonna be in the mood to do anything... Probably because... I'll be depressed AF...

In all honesty, next semester is gonna be bullshit. So I honestly hope that this break won't be super short for the two weeks.... Next semester for my second period class I have drama.... I can be dramatic but I'm a shit speaker... Like publicly... That's the class I'm in now... AND THIS GIRL FUCKING SUCKS TBH. (meaning I am a piece of shit at public speaking..) Like, if I talked to you guys in person I'd be okay... But like random ass people... (I don't know most of you IRL but like if I met you guys, I'd be okay. YOU GUYS AREN'T RANDOM ASS PEOPLE TO ME :D) I WOULD FUCKING CRY... so yeah... But that's only if it was random ass strangers like in my town and shit... (Ashton Irwin should be here to slap me for my swearing... XD like whenever the other guys swear he's like, "Hey, don't swear." Or "Don't fucking swear." XD XD XD) this chapter is long AF (almost as long as.... NATASHA GOD DAMN IT!! YOU'RE A DIRTY MINDED LITTLE GIRL! 😂😂😂😂😂) tbh I wasn't going to say something that dirty... (If you guys comment that I'm lying.... You're right. 😂😂😂😂😂😂😏) oKAY IM GONNA GO BEFORE MY DIRTY MIND TAKES OVER AND GIVES YOU GUYS BAD THINGS...

BAIIII FELIPÉ

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