I fail at everything. I'm supposed to have a rough draft for a paper (explanatory essay) for English done and turned in tomorrow but like I've been busy. We've had time to get it done... But I was looking for more information on my subject (depression and the effectiveness of cutting) (I SWEAR TO GOD IM NOT GOING TO HARM MYSELF AT ALL, I PROMISE YOU GUYS THAT WITH MY LIFE.) But like I'm having massive problems because I have realized that this topic has made me depressed a bit.

BUT BACK TO WHAT THIS CHAPTER IS REALLY ABOUT MKAY?

SHOULD I UPDATE Waste The Night????

Like I've never had time to really write because of multiple reasons....

Depression

My bf (yep. Trying to find someone, which I have, who can kinda help me forget my crush on Luke... Which now since I'm writing here.. I can't forget it😂😂😂)

My grandfather (Let's face it.. Well I heard my mom talk about cremation and stuff so I 100% think that my lovely grandfather will pass on... AND I DO NOT LIKE IT ONE DAMN BIT OKAY??? IM BROKEN ENOUGH😭😭 I CAN'T LOSE HIM! 😭😭😭😭)

School (Fucking shithole sometimes I wanna kms because of it. 😭😭😭😬😭😭😭😭)

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I mean the second one I could ask him to stop texting me... But then I'd sound mean... And I don't wanna be mean to him so like... I'm on a thin string here...

But later on... Probably around February or March... There's gonna be a new book. It'll be titled "Dear Luke" (won't be a bunch of letters to @-exoticluke, although that sounds like a good idea XD)

But it'll be a new fan fic😝

Here's the summary:

Where a young girl writes to the love of her life Luke Hemmings. Her family believes she's making things up. She's a schizophrenic teenager. She tends to "imagine things"... But what happens when all of the letters she sends to him, get answered? Will he fly up to meet this girl? Or will she just leave her family thinking that she's crazy?

This might be like a rough draft of the summary. I may end up changing the summary to a more "non researchable" kinda approach... Because I'm not researching schizophrenia and all that. I know enough to understand but like I can't make it sound like the character has schizophrenia... You get me? Like I'm a good writer.. But not that good XD

So yeah like I may make it to where Luke's in like the military and the girl character (might be me again XD) like writes all these letters to him and like they don't get sent to him like until a day after his funeral (because he got shot in war) and his friend as well as his platoon master (XD I need to read up on military terms) Sargent Calum Hood finds all the letters and sends them to be burned with Luke's body. (I'm getting dark and demented with this god damn😧)

But those are my story ideas.. For the new book coming up next month or the month after. But I may end up changing it. (Not the overall outline. The letter theme stays. Just the way the story like happens.)

If you guys wanna help my uncreative ass... Pm and help me? Or even comments!!! XD

Love you all

Xx
Natasha