Dear Max,

I can't stop thinking about you. This is going to be pretty long (I hope) even though we've been together for almost 4 days.... I have feelings... Massive feelings of love for you. you don't know how much you make me happy. It is really hard to write this without my eyes wanting to water... I know you are gone now... I hope you will be back on soon... I want to see a picture of you.. Really bad... If Chris will let you soon, you can post a picture in his book and tag me... I really hope that our relationship will work out... I love you so much Max. <3 You are a great guy and I'm very happy I am yours. You are very adorable. <3 For a seventeen year old.. hehe <33 I was in alot of relationships... Some people call me a slut... But I'm not that kind of girl. I got out and in relationships because the guys i was with loved me and then they lost feelings for me.. So I began finding more guys to love... They broke my heart many times... </3 but then I met you... and somehow... I knew you were the one... I have waited months... to find someone who cares... Someone who loves me for me and not my body... one who has a good and kind heart just like me... And guess what? I found him. And I intend on loving him for as long as I can. I love you Max. <3

Xx Natasha