This one was inspired by Rage from Tortured Kid of the Strangest Mother.

Scars

All over my skin

Are scars that you gave me

All over my body

Are marks from you

Will I ever be free of the chains

You put me in?

These scars,

From marks to scars to thoughts to habits,

Will they ever heal?

Well, I know

That scars don't heal

And yet,

I still try to wash them off,

The marks,

The scars

You gave me...

The scars from my addiction

To the marks from my torture

The thoughts of your lessons

To the scars that are placed

From my fear~!!

The scars from your gruesome actions

That I watched

To the scars left on me from bleeding so often

My heart

Doesn't beat like others do

And thus,

I have one more scar, just from that

All these scars

Will I ever

Force them to heal?

All these marks,

Will I ever see them gone?

You placed all these scars on me

Will they ever

Disappear?

I know that scars weren't meant to heal,

But I cannot help but hope to see them

Gone~~~

I want my old life back

I want to control my human body

I want no more perversion

Only the freedom,

Only the love,

I want

My old life back~

I want to be my old self

No disgusting things, throughout my brain

No scars blocking my skin

I want

My old

Life back~~~

I want these scars gone!!

I want my human body

Back

I want all the scars you gave me

To vanish

I don't want the disgusting thoughts in my head

I don't want the blood swishing in my mouth

I don't want the silence that fills where the heart should beat~

I don't want the heightened smells that intoxicate me

I don't want my cells to reproduce

So quickly~~~

I don't

I don't

I don't want these scars!!

I want them all gone

I want none of this

Get out of my life

And take my scars with you!!

I want none of these scars

I want them to disappear

They only tear me apart

They only ruin my life

Get these scars

Off of me

I know scars weren't meant to heal, but

I just can't help hoping that

These scars that fill my whole being

Would just disappear,

Vanish,

Wash away~

Hey-eh!

These scars!!

Take away my life each day

Oh-oh

Will I ever be the

Same???

I may not be human anymore

I may not have a child's mind

But that doesn't take the fact away

That I used to be human

I used to be naive

When

Am I going

To be myself again?

When

Are all these scars

Going to wash away?

When

Am I ever going

To see the world the same?

When

will I go back

To that way~??

The way that I was,

Naive enough to hate my life

Naive enough to say dreaded

Every day

Even though it was nothing to deal!!

My old life,

Only had buises and cuts

Now I only have

All these scars!!!!

I don't even have the love, fun, beauty

That I used to have~

Oh-oh

I want all these scars

Washed away

Yeah, yeah

I want them gone,

All these scars~

(guitar riff)

From my addiction~!

To my habits~!

To my thoughts!

To my world!

To my eyes~!

To my love~!

To my

Soul~~~~~!!

Yeah, yeah.

I want!

My soul!

Ba~~~ck!!!

I want

These scars

To vanish from my being~~!!!!!

Get away!!

Disappear!!

You scars of my past reality!!

I am

A new

Person, I'm out of my physical chains~

Someday

I know

I know that scars aren't supposed to heal

But someday

Yeah someday...

These scars

Will

Vanish

From me.