I'm a mess tangled without confidence. You think I haven't sinned

You say I'm unstoppable, my walls are impassible oh!

I could never stand looking alone, so I let those boys that chase my hips take me all the way home

And at the end of the day I can't look at myself cuz my body is a product being sold on a shelf

I wish that I could change. I wish that I could change

And now I'm laying back, contemplating my own death

Well just look at what I've done. Now tell me where's the sun, Love! (Where's the sun?)

Cold white walls trap me like I'm in a pen. I really need to stab again,

I never knew it'd be this hard, when did my mind turn so dark no!

I could never stand looking alone, so I let those boys that chase my hips take me all the way home

I can dig so deep for scars, when did my mind turn so dark

Come on and breathe with me oh! Breathe with me oh!

And now I'm laying back, contemplating my own death

Well just look at what I've done. Now tell me where's the sun, Love!

You look down on me so casually, in everything I know

You look down on me, but not right on me. Did I wreak this broken home?

Dear Diary, life is trying me

Can I get a sign? Or a two of mine, a piece of mind

Can I get a sign (a sign), can I get a sign (I know)

And now I'm laying back, contemplating my own death

Well just look at what I've done. Now tell me where's the sun, Love!

You look down on me so casually, in everything I know

You look down on me, but not right on me. Is it plain to see that life trying me?

Life is trying me! Life is trying, Can I think of something, gotta think of something!