Sarah's POV

I was sitting in class, listening to the lecture of my favourite lesson, math. Yes, call me weird or bookworm, but math is just so interesting. Even though today we have 2 periods of maths, I still somehow have fun in the class talking with one of my bestfriends who sits next to me, Agatha.

*knock* *knock* My head shot up towards the door (being the curious and FOMO person i am akdhdjbd). There's this girl, she's a year older than me and she's so damn pReTTy- i cannot compete-

"Excuse me miss, I was asked to call Grace to my class." she, Nicole, said.

The teacher nodded at me and I went out of the class. Somehow I felt so nervous going to her class cause when I stood right in front of the classroom door, I stopped. oh shit. how did i forget he is in there? I realised that my ex - Ethan - was in that freaking fucking stupid class.

omfg. wth. why why why.

Nicole snapped me out of my thoughts, "Are you coming in?" I just nodded my head and entered the class and saw him. the guy who freaking fucking left me on valentine's day last year. exactly this date last year. He just stared at me while I walked up to the teacher. I looked at him just a glance and looked back at the teacher while walking. keep your heart steady, Sarah. it's been a year.

"Hi miss, what's up?" I asked one of my favourite teacher, Miss Angel, my chemistry teacher. i'm not a big fan of chem but doesn't mean i don't like it.

"Wait here alright. Ethan!! Come here please."
she practically shouted in the class. oh damn, what is it got to do with him.

As he walked closer, I could feel my heart beat faster, it was like running 1000 miles in 3 minutes. He got up from his seat and walked calmly up front to the teacher's desk.

"Do you guys know each other?" Miss Angel asked while looking at the both of us.

"Not really" he said. yeah right. as if you don't know me.

"Not very well" I lied obviously cause he would glare daggers at me and this is totally awkward.

"Oh well, you guys look close last time" she said. oh shit

"We were close, but not that close, it was me, him and a junior of ours, Steven" I said. well, that was the truth. i'm still close with Steven now anyway. I could feel him look at me while I was talking.

"Let's play a game, shall we?" Miss Angel announced to the class.

Everyone was cheering and had all eyes up front, paying attention to the teacher. Ethan and I were asked to stand side-to-side at the centre up front. omg this is embarrasing. why me out of everyone.

"Sarah, you are not having feelings for anyone, right? You're not close to any guys now, right? How bout you, Ethan? Are you close to any girls now?" the teacher asked. The sudden question made me petrified, but I think I hid that expression pretty well. She waited for our answer and we shook our heads.

"So, Sarah and Ethan, please face each other." I start to hear rumblings from his classmates which made me nervous. I looked at him and we locked eyes, enough to made me red in the cheeks. He smirked and I nearly felt my heartbeat out of my chest. i hope my blush wasn't noticable.

"Since it's valentine's day, I thought we could loosen up the class for a bit. I asked Sarah to come because I know she can get along with anyone pretty well. So, let's start"

"Ethan, put your hand on her head please and Sarah, don't move" what the flip are you talking bout. Both me and him shot a look at the teacher and just shrug it off cause she's a teacher for goodness sake. He did what she asked and the next thing caught me off guard.

"Sarah, I want you to try your best to touch his head." The fact that I'm shorter than my ex and me being not so tall, that's impossible. So, I did like what she said, to entertain the class. remember, Sarah. it's to entertain them.

I tried and tried and tried and failed. He smirked at me knowing he has won this so called fight. I smirked at him back. He gave me a confused look what so ever. I took my right hand and punch him in the stomach, I guess it was quite hard since he was holding his stomach bending down a little. I took the chance to hold his head and looked at the teacher. The whole class, including the teacher, clapped their hands while laughing at the actions I made.

"Okay okay. Enough guys. Let's do one more thing. Please still looks at each other." The teacher looked at me and Ethan. I bet he was starting to get annoyed by the teacher cause he doesn't wanna interact with me too much. i guess he still thinks that i like him. okok, be honest to yourself, you still like him, Sarah.

"Now, Sarah. Say something to Ethan, anything you want to say." I looked at the teacher, surprised by what she said. My heart was going for a F1 race and I nodded my head unsurely.

I looked at him in the eyes and he raised his eyebrows asking what is it I wanna say. "T-t-th-thank yo-o-ou" I stuttered. "Sarah, what are you thankful for, you should explain to us" the teacher said. "Miss, do you need a reason to be grateful?" I asked her back. She just nodded at me signaling to continue. I looked back at him tilting his head with eyebrows raised. "A-a-and I'm sorry." That one came out like a whisper.

"Ethan, your turn. Say something to her" ok i wasn't expecting that. I was just waiting to get out of class, I didn't want to hear anything from him cause I know I'll get hurt. "I'm sorry too" he said which actually made me surprised, looking at him with my eyes as big as the golf ball. why does his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach even though he said sorry. Then he looked down to his hands, ran back to his seat and came back with a small note and stuck it on my arm. I was surprised at what he did that I barely breath after he has done that.

The teacher excused me back to my class since it was almost break. I thanked her and waved goodbye to the class. He was looking at me, smiling. I didn't know what to do, so I just smiled back, and when I did that, he winked at me. I went out of the class, feeling hot on my cheeks and slowly walked back to class. why did he do that. he is still playing with me wth dude.

I got in and sat at my desk. I remembered that he stuck a note on my arm and I took it. My seatmate/bestfriend was somewhere in class talking to others. I looked at the note surprised, because it was in korean and his wiritng is so familiar to me.

5층 (5th floor)
음식 시간 (food time)
~ 너의 (yours)

I stared at the note eyes very wide and looking disbelieved. Did he use google translate or something cause it's not correct but why in korean? I don't think he wants to let people know what it means.

Break Time

The bell rang and students starts to fill the hallway. My class was emptied in just a few seconds. Some stayed in class eating and chatting, while some doing their schoolwork.

I made my way up to the 5th floor and went straight to the dance room. I held the door and noticed it was locked. *sigh* where the heck is this guy. I immediately got realization that he was at the staircase leading to the 6th floor. He was staring at me, smiling.

I walked up to him and sat next to him, keeping a good 3 feet distance between us. There was silence between us, he was staring up front while I looked down, playing with my fingers. "Sarah" he called my name. I looked at him with a confused face to hide my racing heart.

He got closer and closer, closing the distance I made between us. He looked at me in the eyes and held my cheeks in both of his hands. "I'm sorry" that seems sincere. what's up with him saying sorry today. Just then, he closed the distance and had his lips on mine. I didn't know what to do at first. Shocked, eyes wide, stiff. I finally gave up and kissed him back, not knowing how much I've missed his kisses. I wrapped my arms around his neck until the make out session ends. He put his forehead on mine and looked at me. "Please be mine again."

13.12.2019