Hiya, if you are wondering why a song in up, it's stuck in my head so I might as well put it in whilst writing 😉

So this is when I had this friend for 5 years. The longest time I had a friend tbh.

But in the middle of that time it was awful but I didn't see it.

But I'll talk about how we met....

In primary 2, this was when I still had no friends and got bullied. Yes I got bullied for 9 years 😂 since I was 4 to 13. But in primary 2 there was this new girl aka my new friend, everyone liked her. But it was break and I was with her and she wanted to be my friend. I said yes, sadly.

Let's just say our friendship was toxic? I don't know what it is.

But then a few days later it was break and she is cycling playing with my bully, yes my bulky steals anything from me. Not anymore thank the lord.

But in primary 3 it was alright, but she was friends with this one girl that I didn't like, she was two faced.

Then in primary 4, I started to get distance from Amy (my ex friends name) I played with boys back then, and they both ask me out making me stop hanging about with them after I knew they liked me, so I went back to Amy.

Oh by the way, it wasn't just ms who was blind with all of this, Amy was blind too. I'll take to that in a minute.

Then in primary 5, we were friends again but she was friends with these two cunts, that bullied me and was two faced.

In this time Amy started to get blind and being two faced with me.

When she hangs out with her new friends, she says ugly stuff about me but when they are away she comes to me. I was far too blind to see that, so I went without. I thought it was normal to be two faced with your friends. He was my first friend. My very first friend.

Then in primary 6, she started to get a lot mean, many people started to hate her. But here was I, still friends with her.

We went on how we are gonna have a house together and be roommates, but that was before when all of this happened.

This was also the time where I found out she has these issues, I always go to her house and she is nice to me. But then she started to choke, I was laughing because she told me a joke. I saw that she was drooling and still choking, I give her water. I was freaking out but I couldn't got to her parents.

Why? Because she just told me what to do when she gets a fit, when the teacher says that she has this problem the teacher just says she has it. No one told me to go to her parents.

I also remember the time where we were playing basketball but she didn't givens the ball. I ask her if I could have the ball but she says no, in was a crybaby soi cried. I told the teacher and she started moaning at me telling me to share. But it was her who wasn't sharing.

Then primary 7, I finally knew. I knew she was bad. I finally knew to keep away from her. I finally made new friends that I'm not anymore. I finally got away. I got away from HER drama.

Now you are gonna ask, why is Amy blind?

Amy died her hair red and cut it off. To me it looks pretty on her but her fake friends from primary 3 to 5, they all says, it looks nice.

But after she goes away they started to say how ugly it is.

Also in primary 3 we got different classes in primary 4 so it was 3/4 or 4/5 , I was meant to be in 4/5 but I wasn't, I was in 3/4 only because my teacher, the one who ripped my work thought I was Amy's only friend and she had problems that I won't say.

Now that's enough if me ranting, bye guys.

YOU'RE NICE, KEEP GOING - PARK JIMIN