Small Update and sad story
So update: some writers block has hit me and I got lazy. Also finals are attacking me but I should be able to write during the weekend.
Bit here's a depressing story for _-RWBY_fan_224-_. Just give credits to me and don't steal this please! ;-;
I got bored and was inspired by MikuNinjago one shot about Garmadon reuniting with his son in the after life.
Though this does contain:
-suicide
-cutting
-depression(I think, it feels like it)
-illnesses
So you are easily triggered then leave.
Also if there are errors, I'm sorry, but it's hard to type/write when your eyes are streaming with tears.
Lloyd's letter
He didn't know what pushed him over edge but Lloyd felt he was tired. Tired of being used, tired of making mistakes and tired of not feeling like his old happy and young self.
All thanks to the great devourer venom that was passed down him by his father, Garmadon. No one even bother to know the truth. Or how Garmadon felt for many years before leaving the living world for good. Lloyd and Garmadon were the only ones whom understood each like twins, even when they were opposite sides.
Lloyd remembered when his father first told about their curse.
*flashback*
"The devourer venom it could change people, but it can make them severally depressed and even suicidal." The shadow to the twelve old year.
"What? I thought it makes them insane and unstable." Lloyd quietly whined.
His father laughed.
"I see you been doing research. Well done, my son." Garmadon praised his son.
"Anyway's I have idea for you to do when mortals are acting.... annoying.." spoke the shadow, not wanting to corrupt his innocent son.
"Use any sharp object you can find and cut your skin. But only cut your thighs and stomach to avoid getting caught, understood?"
"Yes, father!" Lloyd nodded.
"You can cut your arms but only a couple cuts, unless you want mortals to our weak point."
"Understood..." Lloyd nodded, again.
"Sweet nightmares, my son..." the shadow hummed as the child laid down on his bed.
"See you later, dad......" Lloyd mumbled, drifting off the another dreamless sleep.
*flashback end*
And ever since then Lloyd cut his arms to keep his pain hidden and anger to himself. There were times he was almost caught but Lloyd managed to lie his way through. Even when he was reunited with his father, he still sliced his skin but not often.
As the two reunited, Garmadon showed his child his scars and recent wounds he had on his body. There wasn't a thing his father hid from him. Garmadon told his son the day when he fell for Misako.
And the day that she met him after thirteen years. He told Lloyd how his mother regretted choosing him instead of his uncle. However, when it was time to save Ninjago from another war, Garmadon let faith choose his life. When news about Garmadon's death reached Lloyd, he lost it.
Since then Lloyd would cut and lost more and more of the feeling of being needed. It was obvious that his own team didn't want him as the leader. And that the fact Misako was dating his uncle. Lloyd didn't want to live in this cruel world.
After a year of his father's death, Lloyd wrote an apologize letter to everyone. It took two hours and a million tears but once it was finished, Lloyd walked edge of the Bounty.
It wasn't his first time attempting suicide, he attempted a few times in different ways. He tried drowning, overdose, jumping and hanging, but he failed those times. Lloyd's body now was covered with cuts and even bite marks and burns.
Waiting for the sun to set, Lloyd sat on the railing. Seeing the sunset turn into nightfall, Lloyd stood up and took one final breath. As Lloyd felt the air rush passed him as he fell from the Bounty into the forest below.
After not seeing her friend for a few hours, Nya walked onto the deck to see a letter under a pair of shoes.
Opening the letter, she began read the apologizes.
Dear reader,
If you are reading this I'm probably dead or in the hospital. But I'll be visiting my father very soon.
This an apology to everyone. I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sorry I threaten your lifes. I'm sorry I wasn't a good leader. I'm sorry I made too many mistakes. I'm sorry for being the green ninja. And I'm sorry I ever existed.
I hope you all live long and happy lives. I wanted to my pain, that I and my father have suffered. We both are infected by the great devourer venom and it causes depression, insanity, suicidal and homicidal thoughts. So in order to keep you safe, we cut ourselves.
The reason why we never told you....
Because we didn't want seem like we wanted attention. I was scared to show dad my scars at first, but his scars were more deep.
And I'm sure I can't give or feel love for anyone, since love wasn't meant for everyone. There is no one whom I could trust more than my dad. He has protected me from the Overlord til our battle, which I failed to complete.
It's my fault for my choices.
I chosen to give you guys my powers, since I won't be needing them. And you guys deserved to have this power more than I ever did.
I hope you can forgive me. And thank you for saving me. But no medical care or medication can save me now.
I love you all, each one of you with my soul.
-Lloyd Montgomery Garmadon
Nya was practically sobbing, and shaking from what she has just read. Nya never thought Lloyd would do this. He didn't deserve this nor did Garmadon. They were the father and little brother she wanted to have since her parents died. As news reach the team, Wu and Misako, all were in tears, even were the enemies they once fought. A search party to look for his remains happened. It took a two days but they found Lloyd's body and buried next to Garmadon.
As they mourned over their friend, Lloyd frowned. He felt guilty for leaving his friends behind.
"Lloyd?"
"Yes, dad?" Lloyd turned to his father, in his child form.
"Let's go, your grandfather is excited to see you." Garmadon said, extended his hand to his son.
"Ok!"
Grabbing a hold of his father hand, the two walked towards the bright light and weren't ever heard from again.
The flipping feels man, even when editing I was crying.
Anyway's, I might write a yandere one shot, depends if I'm not lazy that day. And be sure to check my other books and if you could vote on them as well comment on it, I would really appreciate it.
Then next time, bai guys! :3
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