Soooo hiiii, how long has it been? Omg. I'm just yk overwhelmed with emotions rn. I went through my feed, and I was almost pushed to tears by the memories. The memories of my childhood friends, all the fun times I had with them, and the beauty of having a free heart.

I've been so inactive on this account, and time and time again I come back to the account and make a message on my message board like "hurray I'm back!" Give me five days and I yeet tf out of here. Not because I really want to, but life has just not been the prettiest. These last few years has been the most transformative I've ever experienced. Everything in my life changed, unfortunately not necessarily for the better and whenever I tried to get some normalcy and return to the app of my childhood something happens in my life that makes me leave again. To be honest, that's fine. I'm not here to make a promise that I'll be here for the long run or that I promise to be active. I just want to stay for as long as I can and be happy.

Idk I fear texting my old friends, they're all so grown up now! They all seem to have everything going for them, and though I miss them so much. I don't know if it's mutual. I've changed, they've changed. I don't expect us to think like we did when we were 13/14 and living in bliss. So I guess I'm open to new ones. If there's anyone reading this, I'd love more than anything in the world to be friends with you. So message me <33

On other notice; how are you, dear reader? I know the pandemic has been a tough one. Lives have been lost, jobs; the world seems to be in utter chaos right now. Have you eaten? Are you fine? How's your health? I hope you're staying safe? How's your mental health?

I just want you to know that I'm grateful for you. The fact you're alive right now, reading this, breathing, I'm grateful.

I'm proud of you. You've made it so far, you've kept the covid guidelines. You've kept the people you loved safe.

I want you to know it's okay. The world may seem like it's crashing down, you may miss your friends, school, going out, but it's all going to be fine. I promise you. We'll come out of this strong, together. I love you. Please stay safe.