here's a list of all my published books AND drafts and a lil context behind them, my initial inspiration, where they stand, what's happening with them etc, because i feel like i need the motivation of making my intentions public to help me go through with writing these lmao

also small spoilers/teasers because airen loves these

--PUBLISHED BOOKS--

AUDEAMUS:
obviously.. this book is my priority right now, as y'all can probably guess. it's about almost halfway finished, if my predictions are correct. yes, predictions, because i never know where the story might take me! this is my favourite book i've written so far, so i don't wanna jinx it, but i just really love it sm sdkdjfkfjdkfjdjfnfjdjsdjsj. idk what to say except you should expect a lot of angst, i'm planning to take this story in a direction i've never gone before, with jk exploring his feelings and his sense of self while tae's career grows and he needs to learn how to stay grounded. this will be the main focus of this book, them getting to know themselves and each other and learning to be better FOR themselves and each other

inspiration: it sorta came to me in a dream??? not all of it, but the whole thing where jk is famous but he's actually not as sweet as he seems, tae catches him with a dude at an event, it just went from there, i wanted mean jk, mean manager namjoon, bodyguard jimin, fashion designer tae etc, so yes. think it turned out ok!!

spoiler: uhhhh ummm tae's dad is a dick. many dicks in this one, damn. hyunjin will be back. we'll get to see paris, but also milan! The Dress™ will rot in the corner of tae's office for a little while longer

HEROES:
i'm about to rewatch st so my motivation to finish this WILL return, be sure. there are a few chapters left, but they're the most difficult ones to write because they're based on the final episode of s4. i'm sad to say people don't actually even read this fic anymore which is a shame but my writing DID majorly suck throughout most of it so i don't blame y'all. anyway i'm considering a sequel once it's done??? idk if y'all would be into that??? lee know and jungkook would show up???? anyone????? no???????? okay.

inspiration: stranger things, obviously. my infinite love for eddie and the queer eddie agenda! also, i used felix as my face claim because i had recently read an insanely good tvd fic with jungkook as henrik mikaelson and then all the mikaelsons played by k celebrities (can't remember the name for the life of me but it was so good, they have a klaus fic with yoongi as this witch omg) and i got the idea that i could incorporate one of my fandoms into the other this way

spoiler: we'll need metallica more than EVER. no one's safe.

INFERI (CRUCIBLE):
y'all this one omg... cakes helped me plot out this one and i bit off WAY more than i could chew ngl (read her book that mine kinda inspired, i think it's called orpheus, it's SO good).
anyway this book is nowhere near finished, as you can tell. it won't be as long as my books usually seem to be (none of them are complete but they do usually seem to go up to 40+ chapters) but it'll be PACKED with shit. i'm writing this slowly because every detail needs to be perfect. every future scene i write might get me to correct an earlier one so yeah. keep that in mind. but yes
spoiler: ateez cameo?? tmr vibes, a fight scene with blood and Angst™, they get unexpected help, they need to get the fuck off the island. and they will. but at what cost..

FORTITUDE:
three years since i started writing this shit. it's supposed to be a one shot (long, but all in one part), that's why i got scared away from it and stopped working on it. it's SO difficult to write y'all. it's so intense, and i have two timelines simultaneously so it's really tough to get it right. also lovers to enemies to lovers minsung??? fucking freaks, i'm telling y'all. so yeah, no clue when i'll publish it. the good thing is, it's a one time thing so when i do, it'll be literally the length of a full complete book!!

inspiration: no fucking clue but i love lovers to enemies, especially if it's crime

spoilers: keep an eye on our boy jeongin, he's a wild one

NO SECOND TIME:
you guys. this is my fucking baby right here. i will never stop thinking about this book, it's my roman empire.
the idea was there alright? but the EXECUTION??? tragic. so many plot holes, so much crap i just made up as i went. i truly hope i revisit it one day to actually do it justice because there's so much i have planned for it, y'all have no idea. the drama, the plot twists??? i literally have all of it planned out, the only problem is that the book itself, the bit that's published, is SO bad that I need to fix it first

inspiration: i had a one shot book published like a hundred years ago and i wanted to write a one shot inspired by the song end of the day by one direction. it was gonna be a lee know story with him and this girl meeting at a party and just them talking the whole night and her trying to off herself (??) by jumping off the rooftop (???) and him going up there to save her and telling her he loved her but then she died anyway lol. and then i decided it could be a full fic if she somehow.. survived??? but ended up in a parallel universe???? and that's how dahye aka loml came to be, but i started hating straight ships at that time so i made it lee know x jeongin instead (the best decision of my life, starting queer books, but i miss writing women)

spoilers: people die. people meet other versions of themselves. there's betrayal, there's tears, deaths and near-deaths, and a magically gifted byun baekhyun drinking coffee in a robe at 4am. you get the vision??

--DRAFTS--

CHASING THE STARS:
my roman empire 2.0, my child, my mother, my wife. this fic y'all... my dear eunchae!!! this is probably the draft that i'm the closest to publishing! you can expect it to come out by the end of the month, i believe. it won't be the same as before, since it'll be taekook, but we'll still get some really interesting stuff. dilfs!! detective jk and detective tae!! dilfs!!!!! closeted jimin in the 90s! dilfs!!!!!! tae and jk being actual dads! DILFS!!!!!!!!

inspiration: real life. missing babies, swapped out babies, all that is a painful reality and i heard a story of a family who spent their whole lives trying to prove someone had stolen their son. i made it a straight jk fic back then but now it's gonna be taekook. extremely conflicted about eunchae's character still, but i promise i don't hate women, you'll just have to trust me, i'm afraid

spoilers: 40yo tae with a walking cane and an eye scar! loads of religious trauma to unpack! a typical Warehouse Scene™ from every crime book/movie ever

ADDICTED:
a hyunsung enemies to flatmates to fake dating to lovers fic!!! just three long ass chapters, mostly jisung's pov, jisung being dramatic and stupid, trying to impress minho but BAM, minho's already taken and he wants to show him he's 'boyfriend material'. hyun is an artist! hyun is a little bit of a dick but he's a Softie™. you can expect me to post this pretty soon too!! probably chapter by chapter, if i can't get it all done at once, but yeah

inspiration: nothing in particular, i just love all these tropes and hyunsung and wanted a fic for my second favourite audience aka myself

spoilers: train rides!! train station kiss scene! fell first vs fell harder! jeongchan and a LOT of random bg members as annoying flatmates (mostly just haechan, yeonjun and seungmin being little shits but yes)

TASTE:
minlix cooking rivals!! rivaling chefs??? minho cooks but felix bakes??? idk they enter a competition or something, need to team up! grumpy x sunshine trope!!

inspiration: no clue?? that one french movie with two dudes who fight but one of them is the chef and the other is literally a nobody lol

spoilers: idk this is literally all i have lmao

THORNS:
based off of this weird ass show called 'tell me a story' aka modernised dark fairytale retellings. this will be sleeping beauty but instead of a prince and a princess it's a tortured writer who keeps a guy drugged and locked up in his basement because he's a delusional creep. hyunlix, for obvious reasons!! also this isn't romance, that's what i wanna point out!! so don't think i'm into creepy stockholm syndrome shit because i'm not :D

inspiration: the show, duh (i recommend the first season! i'd recommend the second too but it could spoil the fic lol)

spoilers: violence, chaos, stalking... drowning??? yeah. that's it lol

UNNAMED THE DEVIL JUDGE TAEKOOK FIC:
literally just randomly decided that ji sung looks SO much like jk and went 'omg imagine jk as this judge' and then 💡💡FIC IDEA💡💡 so jk is the mean rich judge and tae is the main guy, we get the other members as side characters. i'm a believer that this is a bl drama so this will obviously be taekook enemies to lovers. for those of you who didn't see the drama, it's about this rich, corrupt judge who's kinda manipulative and cruel and this humble, nice one who becomes curious about him and starts to dig into his past, not knowing how connected they are. also it's set in this dystopian version of seoul after a pandemic (👀) where trials are held live on tv and the audience votes

inspiration: my queer agenda invading another innocent(?) kdrama, choosing two random dudes and calling them gay

spoilers: trauma, tension, taekook being freaky shits, people die :D

UNNAMED ROBIN OR NANCY WLW FIC:
my main girly played by adria arjona (😍) has these creepy predictions because she got too close to the lab when she was little (can't reveal why that is, i'm sorry) and now she needs to help the others with the shadow monster. wanted it to be a robin fic, but now it kinda feels like it could be nancy, so idk yet!! that's what stops me from writing it😭 HELP ME OUT PLSS
we'll get felix as raymond, again! him and billy, since it's set in s2&3!! we get the mysterious sammy walker as our dad's love interest, played by jensen ackles. if anyone remembers tino from heroes, he's here!!

inspiration: wanted a wlw book! i'm a girl lover myself so i wanna get comfortable writing about women because we're  beautiful, aren't we? no better way than to use one of my favourite shows as base

spoilers: literally just my main girl being the love of my life, being witchy and hot and AGH I LOVE ADRIA SM SHE'S SO FINE

UNNAMED TAEKOOK SPIDERMAN AU:
i'm a huge enthust of the theory that peter parker, tom holland, jungkook and han jisung are the same person. literally all i have about this fic but i hope i get to make it

inspiration: spiderman and the spidey!kook agenda

i have a christmas chanlix fic rotting in my drafts too but idk when it'll be a thing lol

also randomly remembered i was gonna write a destiel inspired skz fic??? no idea what happened to that lmaoo, might actually do it at one point

so yeah!! thoughts??? if you have any questions about any particular fic feel free to ask<3