Hello residents of the world.

Canadians, Bangladeshis, Britishers, Indians, Saudi Arabians, Maldivians, Americans,  Pakistanis, Chineses, Japanese, etc etc.

Here's a tag:

1. What's the name of the person I currently hate the most?

Saami.

2. If I have a genderbend version of me ot there, what would we be?

No idea.

3. If I could live in a cartoon, which would I pick?

Phineas and Ferb.

4. What would I do if my crush confessed to another girl?

I don't have a crush.

5. What's my favourite anime?

I don't watch animes. I've only ever watched one complete anime. Its name was Ao Haru Ride.

6. What's my fav cartoon?

Prolly Shin Chan.

7. Who's my no. 1 fictional character crush?

Well, this is kinda embarrassing.

Hiro Hamada.

Well he's coot, ain't he?

8. Who's crazier? My best friends or friends?

Best friends.

9. Hardest language I'll ever learn?

*Shrugs*

10. What would I do if my no. 1 otp didn't end up together?

Ha! They already have.

#novah

11. In wattpad, who's my no. 1 hated person?

No one actually. It's almost hard to believe. Everyone is so nice on wattpad.

12. The creepiest anime character I know?

*Shrugs* I dunno anyone.

13. Fav songs?

Okay so I've been wanting to say this for some time now.

Mockingbird by Eminem completely owns my heart! This song is so fricking beautiful, I can never get over it. It's my go to song and I never get bored of it.

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad

Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had

I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh

I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry

Cause you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers

Beautiful.

Anyway, tag's done.

But it's not all.

So.. I don't know where to start.

I feel broken.

I feel depressed.

I thought this stuff was over. (Like I said in a previous tag) But it's not.

I try to be strong. I try so hard. And you guys know I don't like to express my deep feelings. I don't like to show my vulnerable side.

But ah fuck it! I can't fuck around like this anymore.

I sometimes feel like being any other place in the world would be better than being here.

I cry myself to sleep sometimes. And I hate it. I wanna be strong. I don't want to be broken or miserable.

Because life isn't like some wattpad story. There's no Prince Charming out there who's gonna magically appear somehow in my life and then he'll get on my soft side and fix me. I don't even need fixing! I'll fix myself!

Do you guys know why I never want to get married?
Because I don't want to turn out like my parents and my uncle. Do you guys know why I never want to have kids?
Because if  I turn out a terrible mom, then the child's life will be horrible too. And it'll be my fault.  I don't want any other child to feel like I do right now.

But I don't hate my parents. I want to love them.

I only hate that incident. The incident that happened 2 years ago which changed the life of all of us. My mum, my dad, my bro and me.

That incident changed my mum the most, and it's affecting all of us.