Depression

A/N: This might be a little depressing and expressive but.... this is about some feelings that people get sometimes.

No one sees how you truly are but everyone assumes how you truly are.

No one realises how you feel but everyone thinks they know how you feel.

No one wants you to make their choice for thwm but everyone makes your choices for you.

No one desires for someone to dictate their lives but everyone desires to control your life.

Everyone thinks they know you but in the end no one knows anything about you.

No one sees what the other is going through but by the time everyone realises it, they are too late.

By that time, you are already shattered to pieces, broken beyond repair, to a stage no one can help or save you.

You are slowly falling into the pit of your own insecurities,  doubts, thoughts and weakness that come upto the surface due to suppressed emotions.

Depression is a dark feeling. Triggered by many reasons, you don't realise you are falling into the pit until it's late. Triggered by the smallest of comments to the largest of abuse and harassment, it is difficult to come out from. Not impossible but it is a long way to come out of it.

Let's face the truth. We all have faced this type of depressing thought at any one time of our life mainly because we have not been upto other's expectations.

Depression is a vile thing. You start to change slowly but surely without realising at times. It's almost like you have a split personality: Showing yourself as a happy, joyous, neutral and carefree person while you are in need if help and comfort since you are hurt, someone to listen to you and all.

When you realise the change though, it is hard to turn back and be your real self or even heal easily. It will be a long way be for you come out of it.

Depression is like a parasite. It slowly eats you away, poisoning your thoughts discreetly, making you do things you never wanted to do, making you think about things you never wanted to think about. It makes you hide from everyone and be discreet, making up fake personas for you not to show it.

Depression is a demon in the shape of a huge, steep and slippery pit also known as your insecurities and doubts and weakness. It traps you in such a way that it is hard to come out of it, tortures you to the edge of sanity and kill you at times.

It makes you closed off, even from your loved ones, makes you doubt the ones close to you..... as i said, make you do a lot of things you don't want to.

The best remedy? Talking about it to people you trust to keep your secrets or specialists..... whoever you trust honestly can help. YOU Matter to those who know you, no matter what you think. Admit it when you need help and let others help you. And that can make a huge difference later on in your life.

A/N: Thank you for reading this. Please comment on how you feel about it and if you have any other topic you want me to write, please comment. I know it is a little dark and all but... I thought that this topic must come up at least once.

HOPE YOU FOUND IT INTERESTING!!!!

Rasnak signing off :) ;)

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