*that one moment where you just Fought with your mom and ending up going to your room and isolating yourself in mental agony*

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*that one moment where your in mental agony and isolation is normally the cure for that but now your stuck in isolation with a razor and your in mental pain*

.u.

*when you have to wake up at 4 am in the morning because of your sleeping disorder and you find out that your mom was so mad at you last night for your argument that she unlocked your locked door and dumped laundry detergent all over the bottom of your bed and now you have to clean the sheets and your quilt, And You can't sleep on your bed now because you have no sheets and your not allowed to be on your bed with no sheets*

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*that one moment where your body is trying to eat your stomach lining because its mad you dont eat enough and you just have to lay on the floor and bear through it*

.u.

*when no one else in the house is awake at 8 am in the morning and you havent gone back to sleep because you have been washing stuff and when you go back to your room you keep staring at the Razor your sitting next to in mental agony*

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*that one moment where your mom threatens to send you to a Asylum If she catches you attempting suicide or crying because of anxiety and depression but at the same time she is encouraging your suicide*

.u.

*that one moment when your birthday is 2 days less then a month away but with how things are at your parent's houses you don't know if you even want to celebrate your birthday this year* 

*when you want to comfort yourself so you can cure the mental agony but you cant because your offline and your mom is to much of a controlling cheapskate to pay 20 dollars a month for wifi*

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*that one moment when you Realize fully while at your mom's that your dads house is no longer a safe place anymore and that you cant trust your dad anymore so all you have is your siblings who are both close to mental breakdowns and you have to be a good mother/sibling to them even though your just a teenager*

*that one moment where you are in such mental agony that To stop yourself from resorting to picking up that Razor you decide to starve yourself this morning*

*when there is nothing you can do to escape the situation your in because you have no parents to trust anymore and the cops would rather shoot you then help you out in your area and you cant call the police*

*that one moment where you eat a cup of ice for "breakfast" when really that's the only thing your going to "eat" this morning*

.u. all of this has happened to me in the timespan of roughly 24 hours...

Hooray