So these are orginal song lyrics that I made just now...

So ya...if you see this please dont try to steal it okay?

All alone... with insecurity...

That makes you question....my mental sanity...

Broken down, lonely child...alone in the light...with friends as it might...

Be....

They've never felt so alone...

Alone...with....insecurities....

Their only friend in the light...who makes them blind, steals their sight.

Now all that they can see...is no one....

But insecurity...

The light though warm only brings a chill...go the doctor.. and what's their answer? Take a pill.

Like a pill could change my mind, I'm stuck in a mental bind. Can pills fix pain? Nope! Just help with a sprain? Can pills make you sane? Nah not really! Your already going insane!

So what your mad at me? Well go ahead I'm not blind! I can see!

What you thought you can change what I will be?

It looks like Your more delusional then I be!

Now go away I'm tired of your lies, and I'm tired of having to try. I'm sick of apologizing for having feelings, anyone who did that I would think Your high as the ceiling.

Well. I'm alone again but that's fine. I'll kick back with my old pal insecurity.

I'm insecurity, the voice in heart, the one in your head that makes your start! What if this! and what if that!, aw man laddie your as mad as a bat!

But don't worry, that's my job! I'll take care of all your troubles and make em bigger! You hear of joy? Nah? Well I ain't met her.

Hanging out with your friends? Honey I dont think so, let's give you some trouble with those friends you dont really know.

Well man I'll hand it to ya, your good at keeping secrets, but how long till you break and the talkative tea spot spills it?

I may dissapear for a minute, your thought you were fine! Ya I get it! But one little look at that or a look at this, and that joy popped like a ballon with a hiss.

I'm back because you can't let go, but who could blame you with the things you know?

It seems your feeling better now, I'll see ya soon, for now I'll stall.

(While writing this I forgot the tune for it so I might not be able to sing it....I'll go make myself sad for insecurity again...see if that helps..)

Edit: it worked. I was able to sing it. If someone wishes to hear it I'll send you a link because its private