This is an explanation 

So in the pink and blue AU dead time was kidnapped and forced into the system she had to follow and went through a Ton if traumatizing shit and mental,emotional and psychical abuse 

5 years later she escaped back into the mortal world. However she was at a random location and she didn't know how to contact her father to let him know she was okay she is back.

However after she searches for him for a long time she soon gives up and feels like he didn't care and he wasn't looking for her. So she sat down under a tree in an abandoned park and cried for a  very long time. Soon she got the hankai disease since she felt like her father didn't love her anymore or at all. (She searched for him for 3 months)

However he had-

She just didn't know-

(Umbran knows what the pink and blue AU is and what she went through lol-)

But that's it in a nutshell. She still wears the clothes that she was forced to wear while she waits for her father to come find her one day or for her body to turn into flowers forever.