So.... I think I've finally decided to this...

Um...

I'm bisexual...

I've been in denial for years over it, as I was scared of it being the only part of me that people would see important.

I kinda grew scared of my own sexuality after I started spending time in fandoms and online. I know these people were supposed to be empowering but they kinda just... made me individually feel really self conscious.

I started to believe that the only way I could be worth anything was actually if I was gay. (Which I'm only half gay, so would I be half worth something? Idk yet)

I didn't want my only good quality to be my sexuality. I wanted to be a good person, so to try and prove that i can be more than just "bisexual" I started to tell myself I was straight and only straight.

But lately I've been having a harder time dealing with these feelings.

I just want to be me, I don't want people to look at me and say "you're that bisexual chick!" And see that as my only worth.

I want to be someone that people feel comfortable to come to when they need to cry, someone that can give and love on others who don't have a lot of that themselves.

I want to be a friend for anyone,

So there ya have it. My sexuality. Please no hate.

{SIDE NOTE: no I'm not hating on lgbtq+ empowerment accounts, now that I'm older and have a better understanding and have accepted that my sexuality is not at all the most important part of myself, I honestly adore what these accounts are doing.

I'm only saying that as a younger and dumber version of myself. I was scared.

Empowerment and self love accounts are PERFECT and I wholeheartedly stand with them and what they stand for. I'm just sharing my story. Please no one take offense to this, for that is not my intent