Why can't I adapt to anything in school fast like the other kids.  I born to become a failure in this world. No mater how hard I try to pass my Math classes I manage to get C's, always!!!! I am so sick of it!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW MAYBE IT'S GOD'S PLAN FOR ME TO BE ONE AN UNDERACHEIEVR, I CAN'T GET A "B" OR AN "A" IN MY MATH CLASS FOR SHIT!!!! I CAN'T CALL MYSELF SMART IF I HAVE A "C" AVERAGE IN ONE CLASS, WHY........JUST WHY???????? I DONT THINK THAT I WAS DESIGNED TO BE PUT ON THIS TO BE SOMEBODY! I AM SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT..... I AM A FAILURE, I DONT LIKE GETTING "C's", BUT THIS IS THE HIGHEST I CAN GO! THE REST OF MY CLASSES ARE FINE, BUT EVEN ONE CLASS WITH A "C" CAN MAKE BOTH PARENTS ANGRY, PROBABLY EVEN A STEP-PARENT AS WELL. I NOW CAN'T EVEN FACE MY DAD WHEN I GO TO HIS HOUSE NOW HE KNOWS THAT I GOT A "C" IN MY GEOMETRY CLASS. WHY CANT I BE SMART AND A FAST LEARNER LIKE THE OTHER KIDS???!!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!? UGHGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!