i cant with my mom right now.....

I HATE HER AT THE MOMENT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY BLACK HEART!!!!!!!!!!

maybe i do things half right, and sometimes i can be salty.

BUT SHE HAS BEEN SO FUCKING IMPATIENT THE ENTIRE SUMMER, SHE WAS A TINY MAIN REASON WHY MY SUMMER SUCKED, NOW SHE'S PRESSURING ME TO DO STUFF. YOU CAN TELL ME THINGS, BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE SUPER BITCHY, MEAN, AND UNENCOURAGING ABOUT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU SCREAMING AT ME IS NOT GOING TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING, OR JUST WHY BOTHER TRYING. SHE WAS BEING A TOTAL HYPOCRITE. THIS ENTIRE TIME. LIKE A FEW DAYS AFTER I BROKE MY THUMB SHE WAS GETTING YELLED AT FOR NOT DOING EVERYTHING I USED TO DO, AND I'M LIKE "IS SHE SERIOUSLY YELLING AT ME AND HAS SHE FORGOTTEN THAT MY THUMB IS IN EXTREME PAIN AND I CANT DO HALF OF THE THINGS I USED TO DO?!?!?!?!!!"

I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN MY MIND, BUT SHE...SHE WAS SO FULL OF HATE MOST OF THE FUCKING SUMMER!! I DON'T KNOW IF ITS BECAUSE SHE GOT HIT BY A TRUCK. BUT HER SCREAMING AT ME IS NOT GONNA MAKE ME WANT TO DO ANYTHING IN GENERAL, OR JUST OUT OF SPITE!
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