So I found a song and I decided to change the lyrics so it would fit into a female version and similar to my of Ryuki's past so here is what I got.

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Five years old and she's kicking and screaming
"I'll only go to school if you give me a reason!
The kids are really mean and I already know
All the things they're teaching"
Hopped in the car, dad let her play hookey
Missed the first hour just to get a cup of coffee
He's the only one who saw who she was
No one else could read her
Showing up late but she makes it to class
Just to stare out the window and the clock in the back
She daydreamed away to a sky so grey
Everything's simple, it's driving her mental
Wishing everyday that something would change
Instead, her -dad makes her train by the bay
And every time she cries, father rolls his eyes, saying
"Ru it's all your fault, how come you never try?"

She does all that she should
Why is she misunderstood?

This is a story 'bout a broken girl
With her headphones in just to block out the noise
Everyone around her telling her the way to go
So she walks the world alone
Wondering if it gets better
Or if she's always gonna feel empty forever
So she gets lost tryna find another way back home
As she walks the world alone

Thirteen years and she's drowning her sorrows
Hurting people, drinking cheap liquor out the bottle
With a bunch of fake people 'cause she tried to escape
But it wasn't working
Ran in with the law 'bout a dozen of times
Something very bad, just a few killer crimes
Still, she says to himself
"What are you doing, you don't deserve this
Don't you know nobody will ever understand
The person that you are, learn to hold your own hand
Get your shit together and lose the weight
You'll never be what you want, no, not with that face"
She started writing all of her thoughts on paper,
Realized music made life so much greater
100 pounds down, she looks so different now
As she plans her escape from a crooked hometown

She does all that she should
Why is she misunderstood?

This is a story 'bout a broken girl
With her headphones in just to block out the noise
Everyone around her telling her the way to go
So she walks the world alone
Wondering if it gets better
Or if she's always gonna feel empty forever
So she gets lost tryna find another way back home
As she walks the world alone, alone, alone

15 years and she's on the right path
But sometimes she wonders if she grew up too fast
And missed out on the little things
All of the little things (haha, yeah right)
Who is she kidding? Surely not herself
But sometimes she wonders if there's somebody else
Who takes the same road but she'll never know
'Cause she walks the world alone

This is a story 'bout a broken girl
With her headphones in just to block out the noise
Everyone around her telling her the way to go
So she walks the world alone
Wondering if it gets better
Or if she's always gonna feel empty forever
So she gets lost tryna find another way back home
As she walks the world alone, alone, alone
As she walks the world alone, alone, alone
Yeah, she walks the world alone