Look at chibi Heather (◕‿◕✿)
I didn't really attempt the pants ehehehe

Deep stuff below
May be triggering idk
Sabrina sorry but I would prefer you don't read this cuz I know you in real life so...
Last night was not a night I would want to repeat
I cried
I had, like, a two hour conversation with my parents
About how I've been Doing lately
Next Friday I'm going to the doctors to discuss getting anxiety medicine :3 and maybe an actual diagnosis too idk
But it's also going to be my wellness checkup
And they're going to ask if I've ever seriously considered suicide
And my mom's going to be right there
I'm very tempted to lie because I don't want to see her reaction
And just so you know, I am perfectly fine now. There's no reason to be concerned. And I'm not everrrrr going to hurt myself I promise. I've seen way to many people end their own lives and the effects it has on everyone and it's horrible. And this might sound slightly insane, but if I die, all of my characters and worlds in my head die with me and I don't want to kill them.
But anyways
Not looking forward to that question
If I tell the truth my mom is going to explode
What should I do D:
Alright it's over

Internet friends are great
They're the only friends I can actually talk to and handle and stay in contact with XD
But at the same time
I'm pretty sure if they all knew me irl we wouldn't be friends
Because when I'm on the internet I'm not myself at all.
This may be hard to grasp
But I'm V E R Y  different irl
Maybe exact opposites
I almost never talk. Never
Whenever I smile everyone at school screams and asks if I'm an alien because it's that rare an occurrence
And if I laugh they freak out even more.
And making me laugh is like this big honor to them
On here people guess I'm 13 (a bit younger than my actual age) and most of the friends I make are about 13 but irl I act like I'm 30 and teenagers are really scary D: most of the people I talk to are adults. My mom is still waiting for me to be a teenager and have a "rebellious phase" and all that stuff.
You can find me mumbling "Teenagers" about 10 times a day, and sometimes I prefer the term "sub humans"
I'm a very serious person
Honestly I'm probably super boring to be around irl because I never smile or laugh or do anything fun XD
And I'm also super like "mom you're jaywalking thATS ILLEGAL!" And I say "Be careful" a lot (it annoys Alicia a ton) an whenever I brake any rules I break down
Alicia and Alyta are always like poking my shoulders and freaking out because I'm so stiff.
I think I tend to give off a "I hate you" vibe
So yeah
Internet friends are great
But it feels... Fake in a way. I'm not myself.
I still love all of you and consider you friends, of course XD

We just watched the peanuts movie
It was great
I relate to Charlie Brown a lot

I was listening to "Everything is awesome" and my dad told me to tuRN IT OFF!?!?!?!¡??¿!?! How dare he
Then we were in toysRus and I was looking through the Lego isle and almost died.
WHY DO THEY HAVE TO BE SO 
E X P E N S I V E
;-;

Guess what

No you have to guess

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