My dreams have been really weird ever since I started writing Gems. WHY AM I SO OBSESSED WITH THIS STUPID CLICHE WORTHLESS STORY?????

I'm never myself in my dreams anymore. I'm always either Zack or Heather. Usually Zack, which is weird. The other night I had this really strange dream and nothing happened in it at all the whole night. it was just a picture of Josh as a carrot. Except Josh was blond and had a beard. So basically it wasn't the Josh from my story it was just a carrot who happened to be Josh... I DON'T KNOW OK MY DREAMS ARE STRANGE.

Then the night after that I had a weird dream where I was Zack, but the plot of my book was all messed up and mixed with the hobbit/ lord of the rings plot. I remember that everyone was in lake town from the hobbit but it was winter so the whole lake was iced over and everyone was getting around the town on ice skates, but me/Zack didn't have ice skates so me/Zack kept slipping and then the ice broke and Me/Zack fell through into the water and... oh dear that was scary.  Heather saved me/Zack though so it was all ok. And holy cow you should have seen Josh's ice skating skills, he would win the Olympics.

Anyway I woke up in the morning and for, like, half an hour I couldn't remember the actual plot of my story since the dream had messed it up so much and it was probably one of the scariest experiences of my life.

My obsession of my story knows no bounds.

But it isn't even a good story so I don't see how anyone could even be obsessed with it let alone not tear it up and burn it.

Guys, Josh was a carrot. How messed up can I get? Writing is supposed to keep me sane but NOO.

Thanks for letting me write about something nobody cares about because I'm glad I let that all out.

I've probably scared you all away now though. XD