So I started reading Gutters which I knew it was sad but not this sad. It doesn't help that I have a playlist consisting of: Angel With A Shotgun, thousand years, hall of fame, hallelujah, lucky in the sky with diamonds, sky full of stars, stronger than you, hero, numb, safe and sound, viva La Vida, Alice human sacrifice,hide and seek, bad Apple, battle field, battle scars, and Gollum's song from the Lord of the rings.
Miss-Misery here Ya go