Me: *smiling and trying to be funny attempt to help my friends feel better cos they all going through sh!t*

Meanwhile~

Me: *feels like sh!t with random pain at least thrice a day, headaches at least once, no motivation to get up, no will to do anything, stays up late because I can't fall asleep quick enough so get sucked into depressing thoughts, reads depressing fanfics so I can cry and let out my frustration, legit does not care about anything anymore*

Friends: How are you?

Me: I'm good! *smiles*