Im not someone who can handle horrific stuff and really angsty stuff without a break or not looking at it yet here i am writing chapter two of caring for a monster-

Like literally I'm on the nightmare part of the chapter and my mind is just like:
Angsty pain. Kill off a character in a gory way. Bring the captor in.

Like chill the hell out brain it's getting ideas again that I disagree with 😶