It just isn't fair....

I hate it when the time comes for me and Salem to go into torpor....

Salem accepts it but I can't....I'm scared of what will happen when I wake up....

I'm constantly worried that I'll be forgotten when it gets warmer....

I sometimes wish that I don't have the ability to go into torpor when it's cold....

I've been trying to be up more but I end up collapsing....

I really don't care if my body can't handle it....I'm not going through this cycle anymore....

I'm going to be there for my friends no matter what....even if it means being groggy....

Nothing is going to stop me....not even torpor will keep me away from them....