Ugly
Hey puncakes, um... take a look at the video, I'll wait... you done yet? Okay, so, at school, a group of girls, they keep on saying that I like a guy named Jaykob, even when I keep on telling them that, I love someone else, and that someone else is Gabriel, my boyfriend. It started getting worse, I starting to eat less then ever... I still eat time to time, in front of people, but... that because I know that they'll be worried. My family knows that I'm like Sasha from Attack on Titan. Soon they gave up on saying that I like him... but they didn't stop bothering me. They make fun of my body, call me fat sometimes when the teacher isn't watching.
They make fun of my HOPES, DREAMS and my favorite things. There is only four people in my class that worry for me, their names; Natalie, Raven, Zach, and Ronnie. Natalie was friends with the girls who made fun of me, she never made fun at me, she is a good friend, hopeful she doesn't back-stab me, because I trust her, Raven stood up for me when I couldn't, I just let it be because I was bullied, I was fine with it because it didn't hurt me that much, I kept a smile, when she stood up for me, I wanted to fall on my knees and break down crying, because NO ONE ever stood up for me, Zach is like me, we both like reading fanfics and we enjoy it, he hanged out with me when I was alone, he laughed with me and he knows of the games that I know and anime... a little bit. Ronnie is like me, we don't like gym class and we're alone, yet we still act like we're okay.
I'm ashamed of myself because I'm awful to them... I did never for them in return, yet they did kind things for me. I would do anything for them, just to say that I'm thankful to them. I just want to curl up into a ball and cry because... I'm all alone, and the words are getting to me now. For many years, I have been bullied by the "popular kids" it never hurt, but... now... it does. I can't stop crying, my heart hurts... I just want to die now... just end to end the suffering. I FEAR that when I go back to school... it's going to get worse.
If you are a kid who is popular, please... don't bully... they may say it's cool, but it's not... being bullied everyday, at every period, sucks. Please, don't bully the low lives... stand up for us, end bullying now, please... for everyone, not just for me... for your friends, your family, EVERYONE. Please... that's all I ask for of you guys.
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