As you can see by thr drawing above, it's something I made some time ago. I feel thr need to leave it everywhere I am(maybe not everywhere, but still-). I don't know why this has me choked up, but it makes me smile fondly, but cry because of memories that I long to see again. After getting into a fight with my friend who doesn't believe me, I hopelessly wish to see the days where we were closer and only fought over silly things.

Sadly, those days are gone and I have to keep moving on. I just hope the rest of my friends don't leave me too. I hage the fact of being alone again. Even if I show all the strangth of being alone at times to those around me, I actually long for a amazing friendship. But sadly me being from my grandmother's side, it won't happen. They'll stay for a year and a half or so before leaving because I change a lot or because they grow bored of me. I was lucky enough to have this one friend who was with me for five years.

I wish to remember the days me and my friend spent together. I wish to remember the fond memories with everyone. But sadly, he hasn't been on for awhile now. I worry for him. I miss my best friend. I miss everyone. I know I sound hopeless and idiotic for the past to come back so I can remember and maybe change some things, but who doesn't want to do that?

I love all of my friends snd I wish for them to come back... but time changes too fast for me and for everyone. Maybe... that's why I tend to feel more lonely as days and nights pass. Knowing that time is too fast and too slow. I fear that I will be forgotten with all of my stories. I honestly wish these stories don't get forgotten and that they live on for me while I gladly disappear and happily leave to the next world. Bah, I'm rambling again, I apologize for my foolish ways.

I hope you enjoyed. Peace out puncakes, goodbye and goodnight or goodmorning.

P.S; please do not steal my art. It'll hurt my feelings. You are allowed to reblog this. And if you follow my other medias, you are reblog it as well.