Those dumb ass mother fuckers why can't I take my fucking alka-seltzer pills to fucking school so that I don't get fucking sick and cough in everyone like what the fuck why can't I take some fucking over the counter pills ya'Ll are some dumb ass mother fuckers of you think that you can get addicted to some fucking Alka-Seltzer bullshit like what the fuck like seriously I only need to take them once the entire time I'm there and it's bullshit

SERIOUSLY I GOTTA GET A DOCTOR'S NOTE AND A BLOODY FUCKING PARENT'S NOTE TO TAKE SOME FUCKING PILLS SO I DON'T COUGH ON ANYONE

LIKE

WHAT THE ACTUAL LIVING ASS FUCK

I WAS GONNA BRING IN THE PILLS TOMORROW AND TELL THE TEACHERS TO FIGHT ME

BUT NOOOO

MY DAD HAD TO BE A FUCKING DICK AND TELL ME TO BE QUIET AND STOP ACTING RIDICULOUS WHEN IN FACT I KNOW THAT HE'D DO THE EXACT SAME THING

LIKE WHAT THE FUCK WHY IS HE SUCH A DICK AND WHY DOES TE SCHOOL THINK YOU CAN GET ADDICTED TO SOME FUCKING TYLENOL AND SHIT

WHAT THE FUCK WHY

FUCK SCHOOL

FUCK PARENTS

FUCK SOCIETY FUCK EVERYTHING

TO TOP IT ALL OFF I'VE BEEN REALLY THINKING ABOUT MY IDENTITY AND SHIT AND WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT MY FUTURE

I HAVE IT FIGURED IT OUT TILL COLLEGE AND THEN I HAVE NOTHING BECAUSE EVERYTHING'S UNPREDICTABLE AND

And

Oh gosh

My Health teacher warned us about this kind of shit

Where you bottle up all you emotions until you finally explode

Geez

I should probably talk to him about this shit because I just feel like I can talk to him and shit but he's probably just send me to councilor's office

Funny thing

I've never been to a student councilor's office even though I should probably go there once a week and just talk everything out, hopefully without cussing which, as you can see, happens when I open up about shit

I'm sorry I just really needed to type out all my feelings before I started to sob, which happens if I don't write them out instead

So

Yeah

How's school been for you guys?