Do you ever feel like nobody really cares? They just say that they do?

I do too. But I believe in my friends.

Whenever I try to tell my problems they will always say stuff like this "So dramatic" "Other people has bigger probs than you do so stfu" "Quit joking" "..." "Busy" "idk what to do" "u can do it"

I know guys, I know all of those but sometimes all I really need is someone to LISTEN to me and HUG me and say that it's going to be OK. They don't even know if I'm lying or not anymore! They don't even know me but they say that they do. They say that they care but they don't. They say that they'll always be there but they won't. Now I can't open up to people because I know what they're going to say to me, I can't even tell my true feelings anymore, I just type it.

I know that I'm SUUUPER dramatic, but that's me guys, I'm dramatic, but why do I feel like nobody wants that side of me? They always say that I'm so dramatic but that's just me being me. To be reaaally honest I always cry, everynight, thinking about these stuff, with my stuffed toys by my side. I can't cry in front of my siblings and mom, of course not. I tend to keep these probs to myself but now that I'm typing it I'm feeling better.

I always write letters for my friends but receive nothing in return. I always send messages like "Don't forget that I'm here for you, I love you, You have a reason to live, be careful always, If you have probs I'm always here for you, Talk to me if you need me, If you want something say it to me" and receive "Thanks I love you too" in return. That's okay, I understand and I'm happy that they even replied to me, But I feel soooo lonely, Is it because I'm not contented? Or is it because I'm really just super dramatic?
Is it because they're getting sick of me? Or I just don't see their hardwork for me? Am I just too complicated? Am I just a bother to them? Like srsly I REALLLLY WANT TO TALK TO THEM BUT EVERYTIME I DO THAT I JUST UGH WHAT THE FUCK?! but do they want to talk to me?

These questions are annoying.
I might snap guys lol, Nah forget everything I just said, maybe I'm just really not contented. I'm so stupid, I'm such and idiot. Byeee I LOVE YOUU GUUUYSSS