Guys

Guys

Guys

I start freaking high school in less than a month

Less. Than. A. Freakin. Month.

And I s2g if I'm on my freakin period on the first day of school again, I'm gonna die.

Last year's first day of school was probably one of the worst I had...

That reminds me of a memory of Me and My Cramps Get Help From My Chris Bear.

Yes, my fren Chris witnessed the worst of my cramps EVER.

So, backstory, I know people think that all cramps hurt the same and all that Crap. Let me tell you, they. Do. Not.

Anyways, in my family, the cramps are like a million times worse. We get headaches, we can't eat, it feels like millions of knives are trying to get out of my uterus. It eventually causes me to dry heave sometimes because I haven't eaten and it hurts.

Anyways, I hate genetics for this reason. And so, back to my story.

So I'm at lunch. I have just finished eating and have just finished taking my menstrual relief pills. I go to grab my backpack. Oh? What's this? Oh. I can't move. Because my uterus decides it's time to throw me some cramps. I immediately grip my stomach in hopes of that helping. It kind of does. So my fren shelbie understands and is rubbing my back trying to help me and have me breath through it. That kinda works. But just then, the bell rings and Chris runs up to ask me what's wrong. I can barely walk, I'm in so much pain. He helped me get to class but I'm literally balling my eyes out. Not the first time at school though so people have already seen me cry. You know, now that I think about it, my best fren didn't ask me what's wrong. Nor did she walk with me to class. Wow. Anyways, we get to the door, the teacher isn't there yet. So he turns me around and starts hugging me, but not too tight, thank goodness. So I hug him back. Because I'm balling my eyes out the teacher doesn't tell me to stop. I already explained to Chris what happened, so he tells my teacher. She tells me that I can go to the nurse or stay in the class. I decided to stay in class because I wouldn't miss class for this. I know. Why would I do that you may ask? Well, because we were doing something quite interesting (watching a movie) that day so going to the nurse was worthless seeing that it was on the other side of the campus. So he was carrying my bag, he took me to my seat, right smack in the middle of the room, and I sat down, thanked him, and played my head down. Thankfully, I wasn't sobbing, so I was just silently crying into my arm. Oh he also let me wear his jacket so yeah. Any who, now everyone I know has see me at my worst and at my best. I honestly don't know how to feel about that...

Yeah you probably didn't want to know this but eh I guess it's fine?

Love y'all. Ttyl8r.

Stay alive, stay street. Stay out of the heat. Unless you live where it's winter right now, then please stay inside. Bye now! Ill talk to you all soon enough! Bye!