CandiWolfe let me explain this a bit

So the thing in the middle is a pen and the colors are sorta like one end would be in color the other in black and white (the grey end would be in black and white)

I was thinking in the background there would be papers, the diary itself (which would be kinda prominent) and then just a bunch of pencils pens and markers around the desk so it would look messy

I dunno uf this is a good description so just ask if i need more or to better draw it out