help... (patton angst)
Summary: patton has a few friends who are pretty bad influences though one is worse is worse then the others his "boyfriend" when logan roman and remus notice weird behaviors around this boy they tell the rest of their friends they should interfere
TW: r*pe kissing without consent (nothing is described though) swearing please tell me if i missed any even if it doesn't trigger you if it may trigger others
Oh this is also a songfic though i edited some lyrics like pronouns and anything with age as this isn't for parents lol
Now lets start
16, lot on his mind Gotta few friends, left the rest behindBut guess that's just what happens, people change
Patton stood at the back if the school with his friends who were smoking and talking about well shit he wish he didn't understand while patton stood there awkwardly dreading his boyfriend coming
These guys used to be good people but he guessed people change at 16 or something
"Hey pat what are you doing way over there?" David asked him and he snapped back into reality
"S sorry" he muttered shuffling closer to them
Stressed out but is always "fine" They be asking, but he can't describe Maybe, they're right, it'll all be fixed with age (time)
David raised an eyebrow "what is up with you today? You usually at least pretend to be involved" he asked more accusing then anything
Patton muttered something they could hear speaking up when jake punched him in the arm
"I it's just is ethan usually that... physical?" He choice his last word carefully
Michael rolled his eyes "it'll get better with time trust me" he said not sounding convincing to patton
Hate that you've been saying I'm dramatic Immature because I just don't wanna talk
Time skip to later with ethan
It was late and patton really just wanted rest though ethan seemed to have...other plans
Ethan had his hands in areas patton would never let anyone touch though did ethan care? No not at all
Tears streamed down his face as he was kissed and ethan noticed sitting up
"Why are you always so dramatic?" When patton didn't respond he slapped him "and Immature come on! You didn't cry yesterday"
"T thats cause you didn't kiss me yesterday" he stuttered out wiping tears from his eyes
You ever think that you might be overreacting?Promise I'm thinking, overthinking quite a lot
"Ever think you might just be overreacting?" Patton whipped around anger he didn't know was there flashing in his eyes
"I promise you i thought this over ever since you and i became official" he said and ran away as fast as he could now hating that part if the school more then ever
They say we're crazy and useless, making stupid excuses To go make bad decisions when we're hurt
(This is from logans pov btw)
Logan watched from a distance as a boy with curly hair and a blue sweater ran as fast as he could from another kid he knew was ethan shouting insults at him
A closer look and the other boy was crying now logan didn't know lots on emotions but he knew he should help out at least a little
"Hey you need anything?" Logan asked the boy who was now hiding in the doorway
He yelped in suprise and shrunk unto the doorframe before easing up "w what? Uh n no thanks anyway" he stammered running away again
Logan wasn't good with emotions but something just didn't feel right about this
And we're not crazy romantics but we still know what a heart is
And know that when it's cracked it really burns
Patton ran home by the time his mom opened the door he was exhausted
His mom pulled him in and patton ran downstairs before she could ask questions though he heard the phrase "crazy romantic"
He wasn't a crazy romantic but paton knew what a heart was and when it cracked how much it hurt
Oh we know more than what we tell you But can't always put into words And we don't cry because we want to But you'll assume it's because he's another 16 year old boy
Patton sobbed into a pillow. That boy god what was his name logan? He had wanted to help him but why? Why would anyone want to help him
He had lied to everyone about what he knew everything he said out loud was revised in his head and if it couldn't be put into words he'd just cry
He hated crying hated it it made him feel so weak and helpless
They all assume he's just some other 16 year old boy
High school's been a terrifying one he thinks he won't ever find someone To build him back when he's in pieces and pieces again
Patton went to school the next day avoiding his so called friends and wiping tears from last night away
Highschool was terrifying especially when he considered the fact he had no one to help him when he broke down except the occasional "you ok?" From one of the prince twins
Let's not forget about all the One's who go and run their mouths just to Stay relevant and not miss out
Romans pov
Logan had told us about pattons (they'd found out h is name) strange behavior and boiled it down to either the people he hung out with or his boyfriend
He never though patton foster the one who hung around with such jerks could be such a nice person
Hell roman never knew someone so nice could hurt so much
Hate that you've been saying I'm dramatic Immature because I just don't wanna talk You ever think that you might be overreacting? Promise I'm thinking, overthinking quite a lot
Now its just everyones pov i think
Virgil heard someone yelling and then a familiar vouce with unfamiliar word to a default
Get off and let go of me were things that were yelled and patton came running again. Ethan following behind him
Roman and remus stopped ethan from getting any further while janus held his hands behind his back
"He's being overdramatic! I didn't do anything!" He yelled at them all
Patton heard overdramatic and yelled back through tears "i wouldn't have told you to stop if i didn't mean it!" He yelled and virgil put an arm around him
They say we're crazy and useless, making stupid excuses To go make bad decisions when we're hurt
"You crazy useless bitch!" Ethan yelled at patton who was crying into virgil's shoulder
Logan stepped up "am i not to belive you are the cause of this?" He gave a calm tone which roman knew was a bad sign in this situation. Just one thing would set him off
"Yeah so what?" Ethan added "like you'd know what love is"
That'll do it
And we're not crazy romantics but we still know what a heart is
And know that when it's cracked it really burns
Logan took a deep breath and looked ethan dead in the eye "i know what heart and heart break are and you seem to know the last one better then most " he shot back "if i am correct in my assumption you have either mentally abused him or sexually assaulted him"
"Both" Patton choked out and everyone except logan froze
Oh we know more than what we tell you But can't always put into words
Patton gave a smile devoid of any joy "i know mire then I've told anyone but it's hard to say"
Remus looked at him "well what about your parents? Or are they assholes too"
And we don't cry because we want to But you'll assume it's because he's another 16 year old boy
Patton shook his head "the don't belive me... I'm always just an overreacting 16 year old boy"
I may do part 2 i may not we shall see
Was it good? This took two hours to write so sorry if there's any mistakes or anything i hope you guys liked it!
Word count: 1360
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