My mom showed me this...

And I wanted to choke myself.

My mom still haven't gotten off my back from the fact I'm emotional open to pain. The trauma I had is still stuck to me. I almost cried when my mom showed me this...

Cause this is the pain I'm going through. 

I really don't know how many time I must tell people. This will be the last god dang time...

IM FINE AND I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT!!!