Guys, lately I haven't been feeling so well. I feel like disappearing. I've always acted like I'm of fine.. But truthfully, an haven't been at all lately. My entire life, I've had friends come and go.. Such as Mekayla and Alaina Gager, and if I'm correct, my "cousin", Emma, is moving away.

Let's do a " Draw My Life" but without the paper and art. I'll just type it out here. I'll be doing an actual video later on.

I was born in a small town on January 2nd and I was practically the strange one of my family. I have one brother (Thomas), my mom, my dad, and a lot of cousins, aunts, and uncles. From preschool to 6th Grade have been hard for me. No one liked me and I've been bullied so much just because I was slower than other people and was often "dumb" and I always got yelled at. What made it even worse, is that I forget stuff easily and I often become bad in a certain way, meaning that I let my anger control me and I sometimes do bad things. But for after school activities back when I was 6-7, I did softball and the best/worst things about it was that I was always first and last. My old team was "ADT" and I was #5. I then quit softball and started to listen to a lot of music, mainly country music with my mom. When I reached the age of 9, I started to play video games online and offline and I found YouTube. I always wanted to become a Youtuber and the though of making other people happy when they have bad days seemed good. I've always wanted to try and help people. Then I found ZergID through SkyDoesMinecraft and I started my online life on there. So far, I've made both friends and enemies. (U know who u are) and I've tried my best to be nice, but nnnoo, some people just had to be a pain in my a**. (I already have 1,000 things going on in my life as it is!!) I then started a YT account and it was found by my parents and they tried to delete it. But it stayed on there. On January 1st, me and my bro made our official YouTube Channel called "Anna and Thomasfan Plays! - Games and More" and we've been wanting to make videos but our blue camera is not working so we had to use Plan B: Use our tablets. We both have Amazon Fire tablets and they work like a charm!
But I've been so caught up in video games and music, that I'm kind of having a hard time understanding things in school, mainly math and gym. I was never an active kid. Not only was I good at video games, bug I was good at music. One time, my mom told me that if I kept up a certain, unusual act, she'd take me to a special doctor tomsee if I have Autism. And to this day, I still get bullied, laughed at, and teased. One time, I was half temped to jump out of my window because I couldn't take it anymore, then I realized that I have friends and family that care about me. And I did not jump. (Or else, I wouldn't be here) Dark thoughts entered my mind and I've been acting weird these past weeks. Now, here I am, a lonely, worthless teen with a depressing life.

Sorry for taking your time if you're reading this. I'll go lock myself in my room, now.