You guys know that moment when you realize how fucked up your life is and how things were never as perfect as you liked to think they were? Yeah, I had that this last week. 

I don't talk about my family life much in this book and it's not like this chapter is just going to tell you guys everything about my family life, cause it's not. I'm writing this chapter to just to try and clear my mind, not to get anyone else's pity because F that. 

And that moment I had talked about at the start of this chapter wasn't something that just hit me, it's something that I've known for a long time, like sense I was about 7, so for half my life I've known that. But I've finally said, "Okay yup Kory. You're family life is shit get over it. Or you know go to the internet and tell everyone about it. Which ever." 

But I kinda found out some stuff about my family that kills me inside and unless you know whats going on with my family you won't really get what I'm talking about, even if you do you won't get it much. 

Also if you know about my mental state you might realize that what I found out didn't help it. 

So guess what guys, this kid might get a therapist. 

Yeah, fun.

But then again I asked my mother to think about letting me go to a therapist.. so yeah.. 

Anyway, you all have a good day, or a not good day. I can't stop you guys after all. Bye!