Drama. I so sick if it.

So, my friend (not going to say who) has this girlfriend who I'm annoyed with. I cussed out this friend today (I'm so sorry) and I also have cussed out their girlfriend, which I feal no pain for. But it turns out they were thinking about asking me out before, and I may or may not have had liked them before, and I just found this out today! I'm a bit upset about that because we've been friends since we were like 8, I think, and they stopped talking to me until last year.
But anyway, there's been a lot of drama about their relationship lately and I feal as it kinda my fault. They know it takes a bit to piss me off so for me to cuss out this person everyday that says something.
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Again I'm not tagging anyone in this and I'll let them say who they are in this if they want to. But agian I am so sorry to that friend for getting mad and cussing them out, please don't hate me.