So hey guys. I really need to say some stuff. I can't really think of any other way to talk about what's going on right now and make me feel even a bit better about myself and just everything right now.  So I'm going to tell you guys but I'm not going to use names and I don't want anyone to comment the names of people in this story if you know them. Also, if anyone in this story has a problem with it please send me a message, don't leave a comment, and I'll take this down.
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So today in lunch my friend (lets call them Linda) so Linda asked me if I wanted to join the kill my ex (their name shall be Alex) club. I leter in lunch asked Linda why she wanted to kill Alex and this is what she told me.
So, it turns out Linda went over to my ex's table because one of our friends was there (let's call this friend Bob). She Linda asked Bob to come back over to our table so she could talk with Bob. Bob stood up and was about to follow Linda when Alex told Bob to sit back down. Now, Bob listened to Alex and sat back down, which made Linda mad. It made me mad too when I found this out. Because I later found out it turns out they started to date.
Now Linda had posted something somewhere ranting and Bob had found it and now Bob and Alex are really mad at Linda well I sit in my front room typing this and crying. Because I fell bad that I can't be happy for Bob. I want to be happy for him because he's family to me. He always will be. But a small part of me wonders how family can hurt someone in their family.
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Anyway, that's all guys. I'll talk to later, maybe if my depression doesn't get to me to bad before I can get it out.