English dub;

[self inflicted achromatic]

I want to be someone like you
I want to be someone who feels very 'me'
If I want to, I can just go out and do it
But then would that really be me?

One child's-play dream
The way I am,someone like me is better off Dead

Where someone like me being alive
Brings sadness to tens of thousands of people
And no one wants me:
I wish that's the kind of world it was

If just by wiping me away
Hundreds of millions of people rejoiced
And no one held hatred for anything
Then I reject such a happy thing.

Tomorrow, I'll still tread between reality and dreams
Just like that, I'd love to disappear

Where someone like me being alive
Doesn't even register for hundreds of millions of people
And no one wants me:
If that were a world, would that be okay?

Even if I were wiped away
That wouldn't change some hundred million people
If no one will resent me, then
The results the same, a loss for me

In the end, everyone collapses in the same manor.
"My self" made in others will crumble away.
In the end everyone separates the same way but-

Just because I'm alive
Why do you smile so much?

If you smile like that
No matter how sad, how much I want to disappear-
If all my reasons to say goodbye
Went away

Even if I were wiped away
That wouldn't change some hundred million people
But there's something preventing me
And showing me that face, I can't bear to laugh about it.