So any if you who follow me on Instagram know that I haven't been doing very well lately.

I feel like I'm letting everyone down, since I haven't updated stories in so long. I want to apologize for that.

In short, mostly every adult I know does not accept me as trans, and lately everything has just become too much for me. The constant misgendering is just too overwhelming for me, since it's just a reminder of something I'm trying to move past. My family doesn't really have any sympathy for me when it comes to my gender issues and it hurts to know that people I love cannot accept me.

I also want to apologize to my friends, since I haven't been as good of a friend as I should have in the last few days. I'm sorry I haven't been as upbeat and I'm sorry if I'm silent more often. At the moment being social is difficult but I still feel terrible for not being there for my friends.

If anyone actually read this far, I'm sorry for brining this up since it's my personal issues. I hope you all who read this are doing better and until I'm feeling better, goodbye.