Rq, just so you know, most of the songs will either have gay subjects or cussing. Ill put a 'G' besides the sings that mention gay and 'E' by explicit songs (EDIT: also, i'll put D or S by depressing things. D and S by things that are suicidal, and D by things that are just depressing :3 )

(All these songs can be found on spotify)

1. Self by Robert Grace and Emma Steinbakken

2. The Story by Conan Gray (G)

3. Little League by Conan Gray

4. anxiety. by JVKE (yes, with the dot) (D)

5. 2% by Jenna Raine

6. Disaster by Conan Gray

7. Astronomy by Conan Gray

8. Clarity by Vance Joy

9. see you later(ten years) by Jenna Raine

10. Bad for me by Ber

11. Lie about you by OSTON ( D I think)

12. People Watching by Conan Gray

13. Best Friend by Conan Gray (E)

14. Trevor by JORDY (G)

15. Boys In The Street by Calum Scott (G)

16. I wanna be a boy by Addison Grace (G)

17. Riptide by Vance Joy

18. Redemption by Besomorph, Coopex and RIELL (listen to this though your headphones on full volume - not the acoustic one - and it will burst your eardrums, especially if you have wireless headphones, those are even louder :D) (also, D)

19. Welcome to my life by Zak Dossi (E) (btw, pretty sure this song is only on spotify, but idk. I think its on Amazon music too but again, idk) (D)

20. Let me let go by Citizen soldier (D) (S)

21. Meant to be by Ber and Charlie Oriain

22. Fallin' (Adrenaline) by Why Don't We

23. Life Is Fun by Boyinaband and TheOdd1sOut (D kinda)

24. He Likes Boys by Simone Battle (G)

25. I Hate You For This by Munn (D I think-)

26. You might not like her by Maddie Zahm (E) (G) (trying to keep most of the songs I list on here free of inappropriate stuff, but this one has a good meaning, it just talks a bit abt drinking, smoking, and sex. It doesn't go into detail at all. In all, its just a good message )

27. Stuck in my head by BLÜ EYES (D)

28. Toxic by BoyWithUke (D kinda)

29. She's So Overrated by Madylin Bailey (honesty, this song should be at the top of the list. I forgot abt it and just remembered. Its a really good song, u should definitely listen to it. If you don't have spotify and you can't find it on your music thing or whatever your using, check youtube, its on there) 

30. Wish you were gay by Claud (G)

I also recommended listening to the band 'Skillet' :) listened to one of their songs, pretty good, and one of my wattpad friends loves them, frosty :p check em out :)