Hey guys. Just a small rant I want to do. It's not about any fandom. Just a normal thing in life. Anxiety.

I've been dealing with a lot anxiety problems which lead into panic attacks.  They suck and the feeling before them is Awful.

It's like this gut feeling in your chest or the pit of your stomach like impending doom. Like you sense something bad is about to happen when it won't.

Shaking and racing heart beat is difficult too. Makes my breathing pick up and I'm panting like I've just ran a race.

I don't like this and this didn't start until August of last year. Some crazy crap went down and I just haven't recovered mentally from it.

I haven't talked to anyone about it really. Aside from my husband. He's been so patient to help me through this. He's the best husband I could have ever asked for and he does so much more then I could ever do.

He's loving and caring and helps me clean the house when I'm feeling to down to do it by myself.

My cat has turned into a service cat basically lol. Every time my anxiety acts up, she's right there purring as loud as she can and if it's real bad, she bites me to distract me. She's such a good girl lol and I love her.

If anyone here following me happens to have anxiety too and needs to talk. You can always private message me and we can get through it together.

I know not many people are going to read this or care about this rant at all. I just needed to vent because my emotions were overwhelming and I was on the verge of a panic attack.

Text anytime. Thanks for reading my stories. I plan on posting some fun stuff on here soon enough. Love you guys and as always. Until next time :-)