A terrifying rumble in that distant sky,

A stay tear down ones eye,

Dark water below my feet,

Terrified of what lies beneath,

Attached by panic and dismay,

Her cries growing my heart astray,

Like waves crashing down on me,

Keeping her jailed under this sea,

Locked away and kept by me,

Battle of will-power left to see,

Can't lose focus or she'll flee

Attached by panic and dismay.

Familiar voice appears with a word,

Dismissed by my focus taking a turn,

Monster desperate to leave,

This never-ending battle at sea,

Separation from this torture,

Leaving me alone and broken,

Severed heart needed threading,

Terrified of what is hunting me,

Locked in a mirror and betrayed from my home,

Never felt so alone,

Wanting back what once was had,

Wanting back what once was bad,

Like waves crashing down on me,

Terrified of the sea,

She lurks and waits for me,

Dark water under my feet,

Terrified of what lies beneath,

Never felt so alone,

Never had a one true home,

Never knew a hurt this bad,

Like waves crashing down on me,

Wanting back what was bad,

I know it wasn't good for me,

I still need that strength you see,

Feeling weak without the torture,

Feeling more alone without her,

An aching feeling in my bones,

Never knowing what was home,

Severed heart needing threading,

Broken soul lacking heaven,

Water runs at my feet,

Terrified at what lies beneath.

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This was awful but Kitty-Dash got me in the poetry mood and I have been obsessed with lapis lately so I wanted to write about her. This is talking about how she felt when she was fused with Gasper, it's awful my other version was so much better but that got randomly deleted so whatever.

It's really bad, this is my first attempt at poetry, I thought it would make me feel better but I feel worse so idk.