I'm gonna get one thing clear. I love my high school.
I even drew the mascot for a poster for the homecoming game tonight.
I have a ton of school spirit.

My spirit day outfit <<33 (Red & Gold are the school colors)
I look hideous as always.
Anyway, I love school.
But I'm not going to the homecoming dance. I might go to the football game; but right now I'm unsure.
Because as much as I love my school, I cannot stand the people who go there.
People can be grouped into one of two groups; Gangsters or Rednecks.
I'm one of those who don't fit in with either group and I have friends in both.
Plus, almost everyone in my grade is a stuck up snob. My friends and I try and talk to them and they treat us like shit or just ignore us.
Today was spirit day. We had basically a free day, so I made a poster for the homecoming parade. I tried to give it to the kids making the float for my class, and they acted like they didn't care.
One of my buddies said they saw my poster on the float during the parade, but frankly I don't care anymore.
Oh, and homecoming dance. God I hate it.
I went last year with one of my friends and it was so lame.
I hate large groups of people. I hate loud noises. I hate parties.
All these things give me anxiety. I get freaked out.
I'm not going.
I might just be angry that the guys I like didn't ask me.
My best friend is going. She found a date.
My other best friend isn't going. She acted like she wanted to hang out instead this weekend, but now she's talking about hanging out with her boyfriend instead.
At least my crush and I hung out today. I can't tell if he likes me or not but I want to think he does.
Well, since I'm not going anywhere, I was going to go home and lock myself in my room until Monday.
But my mom made plans for me tomorrow without asking me, and that's just another ruined day for me.

I'm just so angry and upset at the moment. I want to go home.
But I don't get to do that until later tonight.
Yay.