Mentally, I'm in a dark place.
I can't rant about it truly without sounding too Emo or self loathing, but honestly I just want to be left alone and talked to at the same time.
It's Saturday night. All my friends are at the homecoming dance.
And I'm watching anime.
I really am not feeling good mentally.
I want to escape my daily life so bad. It's dull and sad.
I want to create but I have no passion or drive.
I'm honestly just lacking energy due to being sleep deprived.
I'm sorry for ranting I really am, I just need someone to talk to.
My parents won't listen or take me seriously, my friends are all at the dance having fun, and my sister won't even try to understand.
I just honestly hate myself and I'm probably going to regret saying this to you guys later, but I'm just going through another phase of depression and I don't know what to do anymore.