Im sorry Jake i left you two times...Yes i am a monster..I know im horrible...Damon.. Your not horrible because you didnt help me...Im sorry everyone if i dont tag you...On special things

Im a idiot...I want to try to stay alive in the hospital but i feel more weak everytime...I dont know...I dont want to be in the hospital..I miss my little brother..I miss my parents...I miss my grandfather... I miss my happy friends... when i came and met you guys, we were all happy..Laughing, Chatting...What happened...What happened to the happy friends that welcomed me to wattpad? I miss the old days.. When i met you all. I miss it..

Me having to choose who was better, Rape Face Redd, Handsome Alex and Jake... Meeting all of you was really fun. I had so much fun making friends. I dont want me life to end...I want to continue.. I cant let anyone stop it! Or crush the sweet me! Im gonna try my best to start over and be the happy me! ^^ I promise you